Charlsie and I have been spending our nights with our friends, our mornings asleep, and our afternoons looking for work and waiting for friends to gather. Its not the most pleasant of existences, but it would be absolutely unbearable without Charlsie. She is, however, starting to lose her cool a little. I think that it's being around me, admittedly annoying, all the time. She would never admit to it though so I guess its academic.
As for the novel I promised, it is in progress, but it will probably be that way for a while.
Anyway, I don't really have much to share with you. My grandparents on my mother's side are both in the hospital with kidney failure, my parents are struggling to make ends meet, and I am having money issues as well. That sounds really whiny when I read it, but I promise you it is not. My grandparents are old, it happens. My parents aren't the best savers or the best spenders, `sall good. As for my money issues, I'm ok. I've always been very lucky that way. God has provided for me every time I needed it, so I'm not too worried. I know that some of you who read probably don't believe in God, but I have grown up with Him in my life and feel a personal relationship with Him. My favorite verse is from the book of Psalms and I find that it is helpful to me when I start feeling put upon by the world.
1 How long, O LORD ? Will you forget me forever?
How long will you hide your face from me?
2 How long must I wrestle with my thoughts
and every day have sorrow in my heart?
How long will my enemy triumph over me?
3 Look on me and answer, O LORD my God.
Give light to my eyes, or I will sleep in death;
4 my enemy will say, "I have overcome him,"
and my foes will rejoice when I fall.
5 But I trust in your unfailing love;
my heart rejoices in your salvation.
6 I will sing to the LORD,
for he has been good to me.
Psalm 13
This Psalm always reminds me that when things are down, things have been up in the past, and will be again. The Lord is good to me, and he will be again.
Ok... religious moment over. I know my sister-in-law reads my blog, so I'm posting a pic for her to show to my brother. I believe that, if he could, he would do this to his weapon:

Looks like fun huh? By the way, if somebody could tell me what weapon that is once all the attachments have been removed, I'd much appreciate.
Finally, I grant you all a vision of DEATH!

Scary isn't it. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok done.
I love you. I can't figure out when I sleep lol
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